Mission: Feel like a normal human being

I've decided to make a comeback here today, one of the loneliest days (I have really really good friends, but ugh..sometimes it's a lot of effort for me to talk to people) in a long time. Actually there are quite a few reasons, rather motivations that made me write here. 1) I just watched Julie and Julia on netflix, and realised the power of a blog! Of course, The inked word is a no-reader's blog, but someday, some random teenager would find this on the internet.

2) I really miss journaling. I used to have a really good (and envious, for a lot of people), disciplined lifestyle. Right now, I am spending days like its the end of my life. Being an absolute mess in all ways possible. 3) In continuation, I am going through some major life changes which requires me to live with people I have a love-hate relationship with- my parents (literally every human ever,but yeah), and I am moving with them in a week. So I thought this blog would be my vent station when I want everybody to listen but not known ones (like my friends), or my journal(to myself). 4)I really want to bring backa discipline to my life, to writing, especially. I know I am a very bad academic writer. My grades and my professors say so. But I really enjoy writing. And I am not gonna abandon it for any of these reasons. So... I have decided to write something, everyday. Every silly thing, every little crap on my head. Let the world (that doesn't read my blog) know!!! And for starters, I am starting with how bad and ugly I feel right now. My eating habits, my job, my skin, everything has gone to a toss and they're in their possible worst since I was ever born. I feel terrible and helpless about it. But, I am going to document how I am going to change it- my lifestlye. So, the mission is to feel like a fucking normal human being, and it begins with this blog!! All the best to me. I hope you become less insecure, and more narcissistic (Bitch, I am unapologetic).